#lagu - if you're not the one

hello peeps ;)

how are you today ? i woke up with the panda eyes ==' don't ask me why .

i'm crying hardly last night . i must left someone that has been stay for three years in the deep of my heart .

it's hurt . it's hard ;( and this song that he gaves to me , makes me even more crying . 

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I'll never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today

‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

i hope he will listen to this . i hope you will find someone better than me , funnier than me , beautiful than me that can make you happier than with me . i'll pray for your happiness from far . i will never forget our past . 

i will keep them in my heart forever . good bye ;(

uitm life #4 - main lumpur !

selamat pagi ! 

pagi-pagi nak mengupdate belog , nampak sangat kekurangan kerja dan kebosanan nya dekat situ kan . hehe hm kali ni nak cerita pasal kitorang , budak-budak part one course plantations ni main lumpur . 

kenapa main lumpur ? best ke ? mula-mula kitorang pun macam tu jugak . macam-macam reaksi lahh . ada yang cakap geli lahh , selekeh lahh . tapi bila dah main , hambik kau ! semua tak reti nak stop ! haha 

bukan apa , sebenarnya senior kitorang saja nak bagi kami yang junior ni , macam mana feel bila ambik plantations ni . tapi memang SUPER AWESOME ! sumpah best sangat . baju kotor tu biasa laa . nama pun main lumpur . mana ada yang bersih kan ? haha 

baju kotor boleh basuh maa . dobi ada . apadehal kan ? haha

 oke . ladies first ! haha tengok . siswi semua beratur . main lumpur pun kena beratur oke . nampak kan disiplin budak ladang dekat situ ? haha malas je nak cakap . kenapa ? saree memang bangga dengan budak ladang . semua ikut arahan je . kau ada ? haha

baju coklat tu PKG kami . odah nama dia . sporting habis dia ni .  hehe panjat odah panjat ! hehe

ni semua mangsa-mangsa seterusnya . hehe . lelaki yang baju hitam tu , e.j nama dia . konon nya dia jadi penyambut tetamu lahh dekat situ . siswi yang lalu semua kena tepek lumpur dengan dia . 

say thanks to him ==' hehe

next siswa ! haa ! ni lahh . diorang main lumpur lagi dasyat ! tengok la tu . 

ish3 . seronok sangat la tu . hehe

tengok yang dalam kolam lumpur tu . dari kepala sampai kaki penuh lumpur . 

jenuh tu nak memberus baju . hehe

seronok diorang main . macam taknak naik atas je cik abang yang dekat bawah nun . hehe

ni baju merah ni tengah tunggu turn dia pulak . lambat sangat katanya , dah tak sabar nak kotorkan baju . hehe

HASILNYA . TADAA ! ! HEWHEW

dah kotor-kotor pun masing-masing excited ambik gambar ! buat kenangan lahh katakan . bukan selalu dapat main lumpur macam ni . hehe

ultraman ! hehe lumpur ni bagus sebenarnya . banyak guna . tengok , boleh jadi gel gambut lagi tau . handsome diorang ni semua . hehe

tengok siswi pulak . ni lah wajah-wajah keriangan selepas main lumpur . hehe eh ! yang hujung baju biru tu pehal macam tak kotor je ? haha dia pandai lari laa . haha

gambar kenangan lagi . pantang nampak camera . tak kira lah sapa punya , main masuk je . hehe 

senyum semua !

eh . macam kenal pulak ea . hehe peace no war lahh . 

tepi kanan tu ? panggil dia ayid . kesian dia kann . kotor betul . takpa . sweet memories gitu . hehe 

tengok . muka semua macam kanak-kanak riang kan ? hehe makna nya seronok lah tu main lumpur . 

once again . kau ada ? haha suka pulak tanya macam ni hehe

gambar last yang diambil untuk hari tersebut . baju kotor . seluar kotor . semua lahh . tapi saree kena sikit je . orang sebelah yang baju putih tu kena banyak . padan muka hehe 

hm . habis dah cerita pasal kitorang main lumpur . awesome kan ? hehe sapa yang tak join rugi sikit la . sebab pengalaman ni memang mahal maa . susah nak dapat . hehe 

apa ? senior nak kasi try lagi ? ohh no . cukup lahh ni . dah happy la kitorang dapat sekali ni . hehe babai :)